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Rama Revealed

Rama Revealed/ and the rest of the series. The Rama series seems very close to the Space Odyssey series from Arthur C. Clark. Both series, in my opinion, had to do with aliens who are superior to human beings. Rama alluded to God or a god. But the question would be why use mechanical constructs (biots) to do so? were the biots some sort of cyborgs? I can't recall their physiological construction. Maybe I missed something. A few interesting items I observed beyond the obvious. The characters Katie and Galileo seem to have bad blood from birth. The Mother of these children dealt with these difficulties differently. One Mother was permissive the other was not. In all, It does throw humans in a bad light. By the way, what did Nicole understand when she drops dead?

Be Positive, you will Grow out of it.... Sounds Good!

Hello everyone, sorry I haven't posted for a few months in the Epilepsy Support Forum on G+. I have been busy wasting my time in college. As you know the government sent me back to school to be retrained. That failed and I was removed from the program because with epilepsy it was recently discovered that I also have a math learning disability. I wasted 2 years of my life and pursuing something that physically I am unable to accomplish. On top of that, the neurologist has placed me on Lexapro. The reason for this is various. I had a neuropsych testing. And it did reveal that because of the medication and the onset of the seizure activity which is under control my IQ has dropped down in a sense. It is now 88, which is low average. On top of having a problem with the temporal lobe and parietal lobe, there may be a problem with the subcortical circuity, and an undiagnosed learning disability in regards to math. This just does not get any better. This may hamper my ability to find

End of the line

So I went to my neurologist, and she said I was doing better. When she says that, I already knew she's going to give me more medication and she did. Now I have to take Lexapro on a trial basis. She mentioned it is the minimum amount. Something about increasing serotonin in the brain. Well, she has no problem for me searching for work. If I decide to go back to school. At that point, I will deal with the math disability. No need to worry now because in the real world everybody uses calculators and computers for mathematical work in systems. As for disability, I can work, my seizures are under control. The myoclonic jerks and IBS-d, I have to live with. What happens now? 2018 moving forward. That is simple, now I wait to die. No more plans, no more nothing. I will probably keep on reading books because that is really the only thing I am good at. Nothing else. Whatever I have not accomplished up to this point serves as a good indicator that most likely I won't accomplish anythi